I can't seem to do this right. I need to lose weight, I just keep getting bigger and bigger, but I have no motivation or self control!
So I'm starting fresh.
Tomorrow is Monday, it is my new weigh in day and I'm starting over because even the few pounds I did lose last time I was blogging, I've gained back. I'm really upset with myself.
It's too hard to eat healthy, and work out when you are working all the time, and it sucks because I'm so tired and I get tired really easy so working out seems impossible.
Tomorrow when I wake up, I'm going to weight myself...let's see where I'm at and then I will make goals...I'm determined to be skinnier. I know I'm never going to be tiny, I just never was and it's not going to happen, but I need to lose 80 or maybe even 100 lbs now.
I just wish that I was rich and could just go get surgery to get rid of the fat, liposuction or something. I want to be healthy and happy, but I just can't seem to do it.
#feelingdiscouraged
