Getting Excited

It's almost January 1, which means it's almost time to start my new diet...and my grandparents bought me a 3 month subscription to weight watchers, so I am going to try it out!!  Wish me luck
I also am going to do a 30 day workout challenge.  Should be fun!

Planning on getting back on track

Things have been getting steadily worse, I'm working all the time, so I haven't been cooking, I have just been eating whatever is easiest and packing on the pounds. So I'm planning my New Year's Resolution early. January 1, I'm getting back on track, I'm going to do whatever it takes to make sure I get this weight off. I also have a new goal....which is to loose 120 pounds over the next year.
 ~ that is 10 pounds a month which is a little over 2 pounds a week and is totally doable, I just need to find a way to get motivated and stay on track, of course there will be times that I slip, everyone does. But this is important to me, and for my health.
So come January 1, I am doing Slim Fast and Hydroxycut again...it was working before so why not try again.
Hopefully I can stick with it and change my life and get healthy!!

I hate myself today

I can't seem to do this right.  I need to lose weight, I just keep getting bigger and bigger, but I have no motivation or self control!
So I'm starting fresh.
Tomorrow is Monday, it is my new weigh in day and I'm starting over because even the few pounds I did lose last time I was blogging, I've gained back. I'm really upset with myself.
It's too hard to eat healthy, and work out when you are working all the time, and it sucks because I'm so tired and I get tired really easy so working out seems impossible.
Tomorrow when I wake up, I'm going to weight myself...let's see where I'm at and then I will make goals...I'm determined to be skinnier. I know I'm never going to be tiny, I just never was and it's not going to happen, but I need to lose 80 or maybe even 100 lbs now. 
I just wish that I was rich and could just go get surgery to get rid of the fat, liposuction or something. I want to be healthy and happy, but I just can't seem to do it.
#feelingdiscouraged

Lunch

I've never had these before but my boyfriend says they are really good. And at 290 calories its a perfect lunch. The energy drink...not ao much but come on its 3:30 am and I need to last 6 more hours!
Waiting for this to cool it smells so yummy

Yay internet

Internet was installed today. I didn't get to use it though cause I has to come to work. So sad...the boyfriend and I aren't on the same schedule anymore. It sucks

Weigh in went well. I'm down another 2 lbs. Ill take it :)
Now to get into my own routine at the new apartment and with our new schedules. Wish me luck :)

It's been while...

I haven't written in awhile, we haven't had internet as we are getting settled in the new place and they are only hooking it up on Tuesday.  Tomorrow is weigh in day again.  last week, I lost 2 lbs...which, i'm not going to lie, made me very discouraged and I ended up cheating and eating some junk food.  I don't know why, I mean I know its good to loose anything, and 2lbs a week is what they say is the best to loose to stay healthy and keep the weight off in the future, but like I have written before, when I read the reviews about people using hydroxycut, they lost 7 or 8 lbs a week and a lot of them said they didn't even change their diet or do exercise, and I have done both of those things, so I expected to loose more.  but oh well, any loss is good.
Since we are moving, we are spending a lot of money right now on rent and damage deposit and also since we recently got a new car...we have a lot of money coming out right now and not enough coming in...meaning, my supply of hydroxycut is almost done and I can't buy new ones right now, and I can't buy more slimfast either...so it sucks, but i'm going to try to keep my calorie intake at what it would normally be if I have my shakes.
so we will see how it goes, but I will get my hydroxycut as soon as I can, and i'll also be starting the wraps in about 3 weeks, and I am so excited about that.  I keep seeing more and more results pictures and I can't wait!

One more Day

Only one more day til weigh in, I still don't feel any smaller, so I hope the scale shows a different, or i'm going to be pretty upset.
i'm feeling good still, a little hungry, but i'm trying not to snack as much between my shakes, I just had an energy drink that had 220 calories, and my lunch is in an hour and a half.
Not much else going on today...